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Friday, July 15, 2005
here to update.. feeling really low now. life's taking a downturn again, back to its boring state. beyond hope. with all the SSS, last minute pop prep, drills, handing over to do next week, extra lessons, what do i have left in my life. nothing next week to look forward to. sian. today happy sweet 16th birthday to sinee!! =)) had my prelim oral. omg la. on research and science stuff. conversation sure flop. damn it right. after school stayed back for the POP stuff. just felt sour. i still think its up to you to make own decision and its just excuses. but what can i do. crap. stay in sch to do POP stuff, they din come my house in the end, ate with shuang AGAIN in school, then we were watchin free performance in canteen. eye-opening, face-throwing performance. HAHA. after evrything, went home with val in dad's car. thursday ms fang is now mute. cos she has sore throat. somemore yesterday 3 periods maths. i was so happy cos she couldnt shout around. haha. but seriously she is responsible and evrything, she wrote her speech on de whiteboard and taught us that way. in the end its a slow lesson but still alright. went tuition after school, after eating with huishuang. we were super retarded at bus stop.. wednesday after school went out~* very usual stuff.. but happy of cos.. =)) tuesday took my geog mock exam. it wasnt easy. now i think sciences are easier. went out~* monday went to sch for 2 hours, and 2 periods is crap and lame. went to old airport to eat with huishuang, rojak and lor mee. this week i eat with her three times. just dono why im always with her after school. she is so super lucky. haha. then i went home, and slept, stuided geog. at night went for promotion interview. sir liyuan was very niao. asked me evry aspect of everything. the previous batch din have such stuff. yah. sent kristian home.. last sunday forgot to mention its also huishuangs sweet 16th! nat comp is still unforgettable. last saturday jogathon i was having PD with grace foo hejin and tienleng and mr pang. then grace chose a great spot. haha. i felt so glad man.. 3.2km, i really rather skip it. then took a bus back to the stage place, then ambulance back to school.. after that i went out~* to watch initial D. rocks i tell you. edison chen is eye candy. liked him since i was primary5. such a loyal fan. jay chou cant act. de show rocks. then walk around and stuff. rocking time, as usual 1 day before comp, i remember de feeling and evrything cos i do the same thing evry comp. haha. thank you.. went home in evening, went grandma hse straight after bathe. saw yuyin after a month. kinda solemn. i really don understand. yepp. saw shan too. thats all. life for now, is crap. its just how i feel. din even achieve a nat champ. ohwell. *27th and going.. <33 |